huh.

I was so happy last week when I broke 5000 views. Less than 5 days later, I have hit 6000. wow. I thought it would go today, but it hit before I even woke up.
There are ten people reading right now. Well, nine besides me. Buggy.

And who are you from Statin Island??? I need to know?? Delurk, delurk!!

Oh, and Happy St. Patricks Day to all! It’s also my Grandmother’s birthday. I miss her tons.

Have yourself a wee bit o’ Guinness and some Irish Soda Bread..without the carraway seeds!! Ick!

I finished here late last night and went downstairs to go to sleep. Got caught up in a movie “Oscar and Lucinda”..beautiful movie, very deep, and sad, yet not. So stayed up till god knows when and watched it. Now I am a bum today, and really I have many things to do. So I am going really. The bank and laundry call.

About the Author

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Musings of the Lame was started in 2005 primarily as a simple blog recording the feelings of a birthmother as she struggled to understand how the act of relinquishing her first newborn so to adoption in 1987 continued to be a major force in her life. Built from the knowledge gained in the adoption community, it records the search for her son and the adoption reunion as it happened. Since then, it has grown as an adoption forum encompassing the complexity of the adoption industry, the fight to free her sons adoption records and the need for Adoptee Rights, and a growing community of other birthmothers, adoptive parents and adopted persons who are able to see that so much what we want to believe about adoption is wrong.

10 Comments on "huh."

  1. have you dont an IP trace on your Staten Island friend? Let me know if I can help.

  2. It’s all the drama. 😉

  3. Faux,

    Is this the artist you like? Or, is it N?

    Anyway, thought you might like the link.

    http://www.breitbart.com/news/2006/03/17/D8GDCMJG2.html

  4. Éire go brách. Happy St. Paddy’s day to you all.
    It’s also my husband’s birthday, so we’re celebrating 🙂

  5. How do you know there is someone from Statin Island looking – or how many are looking for that matter?? I feel like i know nothing about the computer! And what happened to kim kim???

  6. I check in and read your blog every day.

    But hell, just wondered…

    I clicked on KimKim’s blog tonight and the whole thing is completely gone. Kaput.

    I noticed that she made a remark that she needed to take a break from blogging, but…gak…delete the whole thing?

    Anybody have news?

  7. She’s taking a break. she is fine tho..
    Mary

  8. I alive and well and if you want to keep reading my blog then e-mail her at haggardoldpsycho@hotmail.com

    I have moved my blog because I like peace and quiet.
    E-mail me if you want to keep reading and commenting.

  9. Hi my name is Maria and I am a birth mom. I found your blog while searching through adoption websites one day and I read it daily now. When I became a birthmother I was 30 yrs old with 2 kids already and not much hope of giving my 3rd the life he deserved. I went through an adoption agency in California and found adoptive parents in Mass. I now live in NH. At first it was decided that this was to be an open adoption with me getting letters and pictures throughout the year and keeping in touch. Well, when my son was about a year old it was decided that this was too hard on the adoptive parents and they decided I only should get one letter and picture per year. I have no legal rights to anything because I gave them up when I placed my son for adoption. All I wanted was for my son to have 2 parents,a nice home, and the life I didn’t think I could give him at that moment in time. I don’t have regrets, just a lot of hurt from being used and tossed aside after they got what they wanted. I went into a depression and lost a year of my life and now they decide that they will only contact me through the adoption agency. I am allowed to send letters and pictures but I only get one per year.This was not what the adoption papers said when I signed them.Being poor sucks because I have no legal way of getting this straightened out. I wish I could be as strong as you. Any advice? I will send you my e mail addy if you would like for me too. I just need someone who knows what I am going through. thanks.

  10. Hmm.. I don’t need to trace Statin Island mystery folk, I just want to know what they are thinking….they must have read this whole thing by now. Curiosity is just killing me. LOL
    Petunia…got to sitemeter dot com and you will see all too. Unless you just would like to think I am an incredible physic.

    Oh, Maria..such a sad, yet, typical story. I am assuming that the agency is doing nothing about the broken promises?? Do you have the real info on them?? Or all just though the agency? I do know of someone who is do reasearch on moms in your situation…and is interested in talking to people.
    You can Email me from my profile.

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